This is me

So this is me and I'll regret this in the morning, but I'm afraid. I'm afraid of my life. I'm afraid of God and I know many of you probably don't believe in God but I do and I am afraid of Him and I am nothing to him and just like everyone else, I'll be rejected by Him. What else is there to say. I just want to be real and maybe this is the only place I will ever be that way. I'm sorry I'm being so negative, but his is me. I will make no other promises but to just be me. I'm going to bed, and then I'll post something more reasonable tomorrow.

Procrastination GO! Well, maybe after I........

Yeah. Procrastination. My best friend. My deliverer of responsibility......oh how I will miss you. I think that it is a close relative of lazy.......ugh. That is the worst 4 letter word ever! Ok, so I depend on procrastination quite often, like when the dishes need to be done, homework needs to be done, when I need to work out, when I need to be doing anything, old procrastination is there to rescue me!!! Ok, but enough is enough because I've got a lot to do these days and it seems like when I am overwhelmed I just avoid everything, and guess what? NOTHING gets done. So with 2 college classes on the horizon, the house a mess, leadership classes at church, working 12 hour shifts 2-3 days a week, and babysitting 3-4 days a week......whew! I cant afford to procrastinate!