Friday, January 16, 2009

This is me

So this is me and I'll regret this in the morning, but I'm afraid. I'm afraid of my life. I'm afraid of God and I know many of you probably don't believe in God but I do and I am afraid of Him and I am nothing to him and just like everyone else, I'll be rejected by Him. What else is there to say. I just want to be real and maybe this is the only place I will ever be that way. I'm sorry I'm being so negative, but his is me. I will make no other promises but to just be me. I'm going to bed, and then I'll post something more reasonable tomorrow.

3 comments:

Sass said...

We need to talk...don't we.

Call me.

Love ya. ;)

Lee the MWOB Queen said...

I believe in God.

And there's no other way to be than just to be you. Whatever that means each and every day. Afraid, hopeful, bold, happy, sad, whatever.....

I like your introspective posts.

GolfGuy said...

I think there is a health fear of God and an unhealthy fear of God. Which do you have. I believe god loves you more than you can ever know on this side of eternity. Romans 8: 38, 39 - 38For I am convinced that neither death nor life, neither angels nor demons, neither the present nor the future, nor any powers, 39neither height nor depth, nor anything else in all creation, will be able to separate us from the love of God that is in Christ Jesus our Lord.